fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
omg seriously.
i am freaking out.
i have no idea where noel went.

i had to go to the bathroom so he came with me and stood outside of the door.
as i was washing my hands i heard him yell for me to just stay in there.
i heard some banging and i just kept yelling his name but he's not answering and i can't stop crying and i think something happened and i don't know what to do.

oh my god.

he better be okay, he fucking has to be okay.
i think i fucking love him.

i need to go find him.